Reality,

I know it's really annoying and irritating to see wordy blog posts, I dislike it, but I just feel like blogging.

I went through so much things recently, happy, unhappy, angry, disappointment. 

Thanks for those who always encourage me every moment.
But deep down, those feelings/thoughts cannot be described by words. 

Sorry for being emotional, I know I am not suppose to, but just give me one day to clear my mind. 

I know things will never go the way I want it to be, I hope it does. 

It's really tough, especially when my pillar of strength does not support and agree with me.
This definitely make me breakdown, they are important people in my life. 

But I have a reason to fight, hoping they would understand it one day. 

Health, the thing I'm always worried. 

Nobody actually know my story, if you understand, I believe you will be worried and emotional like me. 

Hmm, I'm just like some simple girl, I wish for everything good too. Who don't? Hmm. 

Trust me, it's not easy for me to handle those alone. 

Sometimes, I just need a crying shoulder.

Not trying to be some emo-elmo here. Just some short sharing.

Moral of the story, enjoy life to the fullest.
You will never know/predict future, you might just die off the next moment. 

And yes, I'm afraid of reality.